Jesus Gave His Life

I was sitting here listening to some music and I thought how Jesus gave His life for me. I don't think about that all day, sometimes I talk about God like He is a casual thing. I don't even know what I'm saying, why would anyone give their life for me? And of all people, the Son of God. This is almost too good to be true that someone would do this for me. It almost seems like a dream and fantasy that someone would do such a thing.

A life is full of laughs and tears, hugs and kisses, fights and make-ups, beauty, young to old, hard days and good days, the sun always rising. This is scary for me to try and understand, this life is all I really know. And how little I understand! I don't know anything else.

I don't even know what I'm saying.