Easily Distracted

I have spent the past few months striving to accomplish some goals. I've been studying Object Oriented Programming and I've written and rewritten applications. I have been working non-stop in front of this screen. I have made myself so busy that all I think about is work, preaching, and programming. My sleep schedule is backwards and I drink coffee to get more energy to work into until atleast 5am. I don't know how I get so easily distracted, but it's a cycle I keep falling into.

None of this is healthy. I don't know how to live a balanced life. I need help with everything. I feel like a busy body. I have few hobbies apart from this computer. Over this span there have been little things I felt the Lord put on my heart, but I dislike how easy it is to get occupied with something and put him in 2nd place. Then I don't notice until I feel as dry as a desert in my heart.

I miss the creativity that flowed by feeling alive. I don't need to know everything :(